I have to admit that Sunday was rough for me. I had a lot to get done for work and for Reese's 1st day of preschool. Not just that, but I was more nervous and anxious than I had let on. I guess I was trying to convince myself that it would be easy to hand her over and let someone else take care of her for the day. Trying to convince myself, someone who doesn't trust just anyone with her daughter. This nervous, anxious, overwhelmed feeling is the one I woke up with.
THEN, I got the call from my best friend, Kristen, that she was in labor and heading to the hospital. I was able to talk to her up until she was admitted, then I only got text updates from her mother and husband telling me how she was doing. Don't get me wrong, I am thankful for those updates and don't know what I would've done without them. For me though, knowing that Kristen was in the hospital, about to go through something so life changing...I just wanted to be there. I know that she had TONS of family with her and was well taken care of, but the feeling of being so far away with no time or feasable means to get there (not to mention my first day of work the next day) just added to the anxiety. I worried about her all day. I kept thinking about how they must have been feeling and it took me back to the day Reese was born. Like it was yesterday, I remember the emotions and feelings I had the first time I saw her. The way she looked, the facial expressions she made, how tiny she was...it all came back to me. Dowell and I talked about how amazing it is that you see this tiny baby for the 1st time and you can't imagine loving anything more. All of this, I knew Kristen and Trey were about to experience.
Their baby boy, Ty, was born at 6:54 p.m. on Sunday! Just as I thought, Kristen did fantastic. I'm so proud for her and her husband. He's absolutely adorable and looks just like his Daddy. He has sandy blonde hair and blonde eyebrows! I know one thing...he will never lack in love. I'm not in any hurry for them to grow up, but I look forward to watching Reese and Ty play and become friends.
I felt much better after I talked to Kristen Sunday night and heard, with my own two ears, that she was ok...Congratulations Holloway family!